Why does everybody love me so dearly except you?

Things at work have been improving. Been hanging out with my friends. Spending time with my family.

I can feel my heart stop beating for him. Unless something exciting happens soon, else I'm pretty sure the feelings are sure to die.

One thing I know for sure, 20 or 50 years down the road, I'd still want my other half to be spontaneous and try new things with me.

I prefer using my hands to wipe my tears instead of a tissue.

I am thinking about a lot of things.

A lot, a lot, a lot of things.

Why is love so complicated? I just want something simple. But why things just don't go my way. It's not like I'm requesting for the moon or stars. I love going to work despite it sucks. It can't suck any more than it should during the weekends. The only thing worth celebrating is that gugu is back. I hate gamblers and smokers. Thanks for being one. Why did I ever let you go... ='[

So many things happening recently. Work hasn't exactly been smooth-sailing... Relationship-wise, I wouldn't say it's on the rocks but I feel that it's getting a little boring. I've seen so many couples, they have so many things to do over the weekends. But for me, it's the same old thing... I'm getting bored. Pretty nothing much to look forward to.

Reserved an iPhone 4 for myself which will arrive next week. I'm not exactly an iPhone fan, but I figured I needed something to keep me occupied. Aquarians hate boredom. I'm no exception.

I'm not expecting to date a Prince Charming. I just need someone who'd take me to places. DIFFERENT places. Try out DIFFERENT things. And not just movies, shopping and eating.

There's so many things to do lor. Wine-tasting, stroll along the beach, Universal Studios, Marina Bay Sands etc etc... But all these will never be fulfilled if your other half loves his bed more than he loves you.

Why does every other girl have such a sweet and spontaneous bf? Springs surprizes on them every now and then? I'm suddenly so sick and tired of my life. I'm just sitting around and waiting to be a 黄脸婆...

No, I'm not complaining. I'm just pondering.

Sigh................................................. ='[